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Vinodhini K Cowell
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Apathetic, cynical, obsessive, narcisstist
melancholic mildly psychotic, mildly masochist
morbid weirdo
Saturday, April 07, 2007
All in a month's..
All in a month's.Gawd. So much to say.LOtsa stuff happened..Found out that he was cheating on me.. HAiz.Heart Break to the core.Like wtf.Hmmm... Still cant get over it..All the words and emotions exchanged.JUst Crazy..Started School already.Interesting ppl.. esp syazlin.Damn cool babe. Reminds me of myself.. Hahaz..Damn shacked everyday..Work School back home to shit.Home's not heavenly. Even shittier. (when will it eva stop i wonder)Haiz... No ones realizing that i am growing, growing into an uptight emotion-filled baggage.All these getting to me. Gawd.Lotsa nice ppl again on the way..But THEY ALL DUN UNDERSTAND.Its just another helpless pathetic gurl on the way...Haiz... I LAUGH I SMILE I JOKE I CRAP....But... No one sees the real broken torn gurl.Everyone things i am soo patethic... getting upset over trivial issues..But its NOT THAT WAY PPL!!!Did I mention?.. Workplace getting terrible. TOO MUCH POLITICS INTAKE!I CANT STAND IT.Met up with the libs after a long time... at airport...talked over problems... Realised they having their own problems too!HAIZ! the year of a PIG! HOW FUCKED UP!!!DUn worrie my dear libidos... We willl stand by each other okie!MUAKIES AND HUGGIES!!! oh btw jer looks hotter now! ;) winkie. Not forgetting cat and her drastic hair cut wch turned out hart! ;)Hmmmm....Oh yaa... just wanted to say, ppl always like get the wrong idea.. this goes out to a particular person,Well, well i aint hitting on ya bf. ALright... So come on... dun give me that.. and like... We are just merely frens. and yea.. i behave to everyone like that and yea.. its just me... We can talk so yea..He's been giving me that cold shoulders.. well not cold shoulders..Just harmless ignorance.. its obvious.. but yea i guess u have to be that way! to save ur own ars.Hmmm...People Farnie!!Well... I stil cant get over you. NOt at all!HAIZ.. its tuff.. everythign reminds me of ya!GAwd.. its crazy.. HOw i can tear just thinking abt you...WHat hav u DONE MAN!? haiz..UR words.. just pierce thru.. OUCH! it is...DID something i Never did b4!! Regretted it big time did we! YUCK! wont eva forget that shitty feel. Gross!! Started slitting again. Why the fuck! Such a loser i am. Like Raven said.. i should stop dwelling on self sympathy..But i aint. its like everytime i let myself Know... " Hey Cowell, COME ON! U ARE STRONG!"Then the evil devil on the side goes" ahhh come stop shitting urself.. u Noe u are sad u NOe u lost it all..." GOSH!!! WAteva... i am trying to move on..Ppl fine me weird and snappy and wat not..Frens are starting to part of.. well its common in my life.. so yea..Nana, i duno. but yea.. Its painful!!Vas u another one... hmmmmI am not bothering anymore. GEt away!I AM WHO I AM, TAKE ME FOR WHO I AM OR JUST FUCK OFF!!Please thanks.PArdon me ..Chatted with Raven today!Gawd.. so satisfying..He's got shit too! But its amazing how he shoulders it and move on...Hmmm Not forgetting Vicky,Dude, Duno wats up with ya? But u have to accept me man.. i am like this.. DUN LIKE ME,GET AWAY FROM ME!ANd Poley thanks for that few moments of joy. Appreciate it...Theres more... But those are all sucky situations. lets just say.I FORGOT THEM!Period
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