Drained out... COMPLETELY!!
Its been a week and a half since I last blogged.
& sooo many things have happened already...
My mom went thru a major op.
Have been going in and out of the hosp..
Eastshore is an F-ed up hosp..
Hmmm... So tiring..
Poor mom.. She's been in soo much pain..
She has sacrificed alot of us..
Although at times she can be sucha nag,
or annoying.. I duno.. i just think she is nice la..
But sometimes she doesnt seem to care, or even appreciate me,
as much as her sons.. I duno.. Haiz..
Work is alright.. Although getting kinda monotonous.. Sianz.
Libidos are doing okie.. Oh well, MeL is fine again.. Finally..
We went to eat seafood the other day and all...
Cat is not feeling good.. Family problems... Haiz.. '
Dun worrie dearie.. everything will be fine soon okie.
Shit happens!!
Well, then again Cat was damn sweeet that day..
After learning that my mom was in hosp, she came immediately
and visited her.
Hmmm... She was sweet la. Damn sweet..
Thanks Libs..
My father. Call him a father... My goodness.. I CANT BELIEVE!!!
How horrible he is!! HE IS BEYOND BELIEF!! HE is the most terrible person I have ever met.. IN MY ENTIRE LIFE!! IF I EVA GET A HUSBAND LIKE HIM.... I will either commit suicide or DIVORCE HIM LIKE IMMEDIATELY!! no kid.. i am serious...
MY mom is like damn sick and all.. .and he all he does is add on to her pain!! PAIN IN THE ARS!!! thats the exact example!! LOATHE.... I LOATHE HIM!!! He is atrocious.. you never noe how much hatred i feel for him.. I HATE HIM!! THATS ALL!! I HATE HIM SOO MUCH!! HE COSTS SOOO MUCH OF PAIN FOR ME!! HE doesnt care even for a sick woman like my mom!! HE is FREAKING INSENSITIVE AND SOOO FREAKING MEAN AND FREAKING OMIGOD!! HE IS SOOO HORRIBLE!! I SWEAR!!! I HATE HIM!! MY GOD!!! THE MORE I SEE HIS FACE THE MORE I GET FREAKING PISSED!!! U noe i dun hate anyone in my life this much... Give me a knife and i will stab him!! Honestly. ALL HE FREAKING THINKS ABT HIS MONEY!! ALL HE CARES ABT IS HIS FREAKING DESIRES!!!!!! OMIGOD!! I CANNOT IMAGINE..... HEs so F-ing annoying and ARGHHHHH!!
Basically I HATE ALL MAN!! Look what u did to me... u just freaking left me like that.. and u freaking smile and laff all day... while icry and cry all day here... U noe... I HATE U ALL LAA!!! Freaking JeRKS!!! ARGHHH!! why u like this?!!??!?! i am going sooo mad... u noe WHAT... I GOT A BETTER IDEA JUST FUCK OFF THEN!!
I FEEEEEEEEEEEL LIKE KILLING EVERYONE AND ANYONE WHO COMES BY MY WAY!!!!!!!! JUST F OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!
so take me away