2007
1st January 2007.
New Year but same shit..
Woke up feeling all fucked.
not in the best of moods..
Cant locate HIM.
Aikes.
Went to temple...
lunched.. back home...
Called and called and called ..
Like every 20 mins.. i swear. (thanks to elderbro)
NO AVAIL!
Suppose to meet HIM but BOO! haiz..
Screwed beginning to a new year..
Went to orchard with Bros and respective partners..
Breeked for Dinner.. but felt so fucked.. so jealous seeing all the couples..
Still called... and called and called.. no answer...
I fucking miss you... u noe.. its not just words.. bleah..
WHere are you?!?!? llike seriously... i wanna hold ya tight.. arghh
back home.. at 12am... called called called yet still no answer...
Went online hoping you would appear.. NAh..
Viknesh and Ben was around.. holding me together.. thanks dudes.
Feeling damn fucked right inside.. haiz.
Went IRC.. fucking LADY spoiled by MOOD.
Like Fuck.. haiz.,..
All this on 1st January 2007!
AWESOME new year! haiz..
my resolutions :
DUN BE EMO
DUN BE SAD
DUN BE EASILY AGITATED
DUN SULK
DUN BE DEJECTED
all failed.. right on the first day.
i am still here waiting for ya.. aint gonna give up calling ya.. i am waiting for u to come embrace me with all ur warmth.. :'(
so take me away