The wound, its never fresh..
Years and years of searching, numerous rants and bitching sessions, lots of tears shed, heart shattered till it never could, .... Bliss never just stayed.. even if it did.. it was accompanied by huge blows. Hmm.. Am 20 this year, had nothing concrete in life... no concrete love created among my folks.. everything was just FAke love! Just to show to this damn society.. oohhh i love my pop and i love my babygurl!! haiz... miserable... no concrete love that lasted.. between that special someone.. someone comes.. and something happens.. WHY? WHy this people soo fucking gawd damn jealous that they have to spread apart our sitting still arse and dig it for us?! (mind u! i din ask for assistance!) Bleargh!
I really don't undertsand, where the fault lies..
And you, the Gun of a Father I seem to have, Better get your hands and mind right off me! Am fucking 20 dun u fucking throw ur hands or minds on me like that! Just coz u are the fucking sperm provider where i evolved from, u fucking dun have rights all ur fucking life! And just coz u fucking give as penny doesnt fucking mean u are doing as so well! U FUCKING get it? I have a fucking patience limit.. and u are going far tooo extreme! Dun provoke a dormant volcano when it erupts .. u will be fucking sorry!! :D
And to the oh so sympathetic Mother I have, I have always respected you although u show 101% crystal clear biasness! Allow you to vent on me coz i know wat its like.. Its been tuff on you!! But stop behaving like a TOTAL UNGRATEFUL BITCH! Maybe under his influence, but yea... get a hold on urself! Stop behaving like those typical fucking wifes in ancient days of India or wateva shit u call it TRADITION(Get a life on that word folks!Dun just use it as a backup word for ur stupidity! geez thanks!) And quit acting like nothing has happened!!
And as for you beanie, I have no words to say....
Darts.. i need to shit.. bubuaiz.
so take me away