I thought i thought i thought... Sometimes things down appear to be the way you want it to be. Nice in the beginning and soon things change. Am i thinking too much? Bleargh.... I cant shut up any longer.. in fear you might leave sooner. Not the way i thought things would be. Not the way i wanted things to be... Haiz. Life is always about making choices and seeking for pleasure in it? Am i hedonistic? or is it life is like that? goodness... i just realised I have been mourning and ranting alot of late. Why? Is something sooo wrong? or am i just crazieee.. or... wart?! Bleargh... all those close to me.. leaves me or slowly drifts away... Will u promise to be here for me all the time? will u promise to treat me nice and pamper me always like u said? will u always excuse my mistakes? will u love me like the way i do? Will you just take all my shit? Will you listen to my rants? Haiz... I am asking for too much i noe.. i am mad.. arhhhh!! Am i being dramatic... over emotional?? Bleargh... naaah. This is me.. I crave for your love I crave for ur embrace I crave for ur attention... I crave for you.. Nothing but YOU. I want you... Excite me Embrace me... ............. ...........
so take me away